like a kitten, but different

in 25 days i find out what type of baby is living inside me. human, definitely. but boy or girl? i am dying to know. i want to pick names, decorate a nursery, and most of all, perhaps this will all seem real-er when i know whether to picture a boy baby or a girl baby. A BABY! what a weird, fun, crazy, exciting thing. i'm scared by how much i'm going to love it. i hope it's not overwhelmed.